The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.
please fill my la la land with carefree day... haiz... my feeling is all mixed up. why is it happening again. i don't want any changes in my current state. but why am i having all these weird things flashing in my brain. the feeling is like influencing me into something that i hope to change but do not want to change. nevermind... too many unspeakeable stuff to keep deep in my heart. haiz...
watched new moon at 7.15pm... OMG!!! jacob body is so hot!!! how i wish my bf is like him. how i wish i was bella. how i wish i wish......... haiz...
I miss the night scenery of the beach... the breeze... the sky... the air... the feeling... I missed it... i need to release my stress! i'm turning into someone that me myself don't reconise. i really cannot understand myself now. I'm so sad ='(... i couldn't finish my exam paper. i really feel like knocking my head on the wall. WHY! WHY! WHY! is it true that my english is that poor? is it true that i don't know my english fundamental? could anyone cheer me up? I feel like crying... i've lost something important. i want it back. it's something really meaningful to me. i couldn't find it... i couldn't......... I'm lost of directions already... The bubbly me is slowly fading away... please donate some happiness to me... ='(
This few days don't know what happened to me. These two days have been headache, whole body very weak, want to vomit but can't. than last week fever and and the same thing also. hate my body so much. want to go out but don't even have the strength to walk. Aarrrgghh!!! Fell so unwell all over. when then will feel better!? haiz...
blog blog... I'm back... hahaz. so long never touch my blog already. been very busy nowadays. anyway, nowadays I've been playing left 4 dead. it's so fun! omg.. I think I'm addicted to it already...
mother's day reaching... what did u buy for your mom? I bought a silver bracelet for my mom. I'm such a good daughter. hahaz.. maybe once a year. dottz... anyway... this coming Sunday is mother's day!
i've dropped inside a wonderful Adventurous land, La La Land. hahaz. i can imagine myself floting in the air. the feeling is just the same as someone praise you and you heart and mind just went floating. ^^ 5th and 5day. wat a wonderful and unrealistic 5. hahaz. but i love this 5. and 5 is my favourite number. hopefully, nope should say wish this 5 will last happily ever after. sound like fairly tale? hahaz. to me it's a fairly tale, and it's a blissful one. aww... feel like hugging.
I feel like writing all my feeling out. haiz.. i feel so weird. Feel that i've fallen inside a deep deep hole, into a land of unrealistic world. it's like a place with full of happiness and warmness. a place like a la la land. hahaz.. my mind full of words but just couldn't come out. my heart full of spark but just couldn't show. wondering what this person mind is thinking and heart is feeling. this feeling is really shutting me down. today i've chatted with my mom. heard some advice and some story of hers. wondering if i have the courage to fall. wondering if i have the courage to take up the challenge again. my mom chatted about sis. wondering if she have found the right person. wondering what my mom said will happen one day. i really wish for her best and just hope. hopefully what my mom said will not happen to her.
So long never visit my blog already. Too busy to visit. Hahaz. anyway, i've decided to go to higher nitec already. Hahaz. at least there isn't anything for me to fret of. Carefree days... hahaz. .. .. haiz.. too carefree til very bored. anyway, i'm waiting for school to start. how i miss school life. so happy.
